Begining of 25 years old.

Halooo. 

Udh 10 tahun gak kemari hahaha

Mau cerita ahhh dari taun ke taun pengalaman menarik dari tiap tahun disiniiii. Kira kira seru gak yaaa?

Sebenernya mau killing time aja sii, soalnya belakangan ini hidup ku sudah mulai kehilangan warna nyaa hehe. Warna yang ini kyknya bernama proses pendewasaan yang harus gue hadepin sih. Berdalih dan berperang sama pikiran sendiri. Mencoba cara buat mengelabuhi hati, ego dan perasaan. Jiah tai laaa hidup. Tp itu si serunya hidup. Sedih senang itu kan sepaket. Kyk naik gunung!! 

Oke sampe sini dulu, next kita mulai perjalanan ku dr tahun 2013 sampai 2023 yaaa!

Bye

. 

kenapa sih gue harus rasain ini. padahal dia gak ngerasain perasaan ini. padahal gue tau kalo dia itu cuma  cowok yang suka pehapein rang doang tapi kenapa gue masih sayang gini ya?
waktu itu gue cobain biar terbuka sama dia dengan cara ngalusin dia wkwk
Gue: *gambar hati* pi, niatnya gue mau gambar muka lo tapi malah gambar ini, eaaa
Epi: hahaha,taeeee

eh, pas istirahat dia balikin alusan gue.
Epi: *remukin kerupuk sampe ngebentuk hati* lin, gara gara gue mikirin lo mulu pas makan kerupuk ini sampe kyk gini hahaha
Gue: anjeeerrr hahaha

semenjak itu gue jadi sering ngobrol dan terbuka gitu, layaknya temen lahyau. tapi dia makin ngalus mulu sampe gue gatahan rasanya *lebai* wkwkwk
yayaya, epi oh epi. setiap hari gakpernah pergi dari pikiran gue. wkwk

bye.

law

hai, dateng lagi nigue. gue lagi suka nih sama seseorang tapi dianya gak peka gitu. padahal dia tau kalo gue suka sama dia. apa lagi pas dia ngalusin gue-__-- itu terbangnya jauh bgt. tapi sekarang aja sms gue cuma dicuekin doabg. emang gue gak penting bagi dia kali ya :/

yaaaa, biarin aja deh kalo dia emang gak peduli sama dia. dia itu sayang sama adek kelas gue. ta[i sekarang udah mantanan sih. kadang gue juga gak enak sama adek kelas, abisnya gue deket sih sama dia. gue bete bgt hari ini. padahal udah mau TO tapi gue masih aja mikirin yg lain. kalo gini caranya kapan gue pinternya. gue harus SEMANGAT gaboleh kalah sm keadaan. lina BISA!

lo lagi

waktu itu bela (temen sebangku gue) nomong:
b: parah lo phpin temen gue
r: siape yg phpin?
b: elo!
r: die aje yang nganggep lebih. gue mah biasa aja
b: gaya njir

pas gue denger itu.......... sakit jinx!!!!! coba lo di posisi gue zaaaaa! enak ya pehapein orang. tapi lo gak rasain gimana jadi orang yang di pehape in jinx. semenjak itu gue gak pernah tegor tegoran. gue cuma bisa mandang lo aja dari kejauhan. hanya 1 yang gue benci! yaitu KENAPA GUE HARUS DI PERTEMUKAN LAGI SAMA ORANG KAYAK LO SIH JINX! dikit lagi udah mau t.o gue harus lupain dia. gue mau move on kepelajaran dulu. semoga gue berhasil! Gluck for myself ;;)

someone.

hai, sekarang gue mau curhat dong.

dikelas sembilan ini gue ketemu lagi seseorang yang pernah gue kenal wkt kelas tujuh. siapa ituuu? ya RzFhlv. dulu gue pernah suka sama dia. tapi pas gue kelas delapan gue gak suka lagi sama dia. dikelas gue di katain mulu "waiting dua tahun" apa coba? pdhl gue cuma waiting die kalo gak salah 6 bulan :s . tapi sekarang tiba tiba rasa suka itu dateng lagi.. apa lagi semenjak dia sms gue duluaannnn. gue mulai tahan rasa suka itu. tapi gak bisa ;( gue nyoba move on, but is to hard!

dua minggu kemudian gr gr gue cuekin dia, dia bilang 'gak usah lo sms sms gue lagi' dan menurut gue dia itu emang gak mau diganggu sm gue. okeh, hati gue mulai nyes disitu. dan gue putusin buat gak akan sms ia lagi. tb tb malem malem dia sms gue
r: "jangan galau nah"
g: "siape?''
r: "lo galau gue gak sms"
g: "lo siape?''
r: "gak usah lo sms sms gue lagi"
g: ''sip."

rasa suka gue udah mereda.. mungkin emang bukan dia orang yang tepat buat gue. mulai sekarang, besok, dan selamanya gue gak mau disakitin sama orang kayak gini. semoga elo dapet karmanya yeaahh. bukan dari gue tapi orang lain;) congrats you can make me hurt. Now, i know you just make me love you, then you leave me. 
1. you come with smile
2. i love you
3. you love someone else
4. you know i broken heart.

sekian.

Flo rida ft. David Guetta - club can't handle me

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Club Can't Handle Me Lyrics


You know i know how
The Club Can’t handle me right now
To make em stop and stare as i zone out
The club can’t even handle me right now
Watchin you im watchin you we go all out
The club can’t even handle me right now (yeahhhhh)
The club can’t even handle me right now (yeahhhhh)


Hey
I own the light and i dont need no help
Gotta be the feeling that scarface player
Stuntin go wild cant handle this plan
Life of the club arrogant like yeah!
Top like money all the girls just melt
Want to many all know me like Twelve
Look like cash and they all just stare
Bottles, Models, standin on chairs
Fall out coz thats the business
All out its so ridiclous
Zone out so much attention
Scream out im in the building
They watchin i know this
Im rockin im rolling
Im holding, I know it
You know it


You know i know how
To make em stop and stare as i zone outt
The club can’t even handle me right now
Watchin you im watchin you we go all outt
The club can’t even handle me right now (yeahhhhh)
The club can’t even handle me right now (yeahhhhh)


Hey
Still feelin myself im like outta control
Cant stop now more shots lets go
Ten more rounds can i get a Kato
Paparazzi trying to make me pose
Came to party to i came no more
Celebrate coz thats all i know
Tip the groupies takin off their clothes
Grand finale’ like superbowl
Go hard run the show
Thats right wild out got money to blow
More light more ice when i walk in the door
No hype i do it big all over the globe
Yeah!
I said it
Go tell it
Confetti
Who ready?
Im ready!
You ready!
Lets get it!


You know i know how
To make em stop and stare as i zone out
The club can’t even handle me right now
Watchin you watchin me we go all out
The club can’t even handle me right now (yeahhhhh)
(put your hands up!)
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(put your hands up!)
(put your hands up!)
The club can’t even handle me right now (yeahhhhh)
(put your hands up!)
(put your hands up!)
(put your hands up!)


You got me watchin now (hey)
Got my attention now (hey)
Got everybody in the club wanting to know now
I am a ladies man
Come and be my lady and..
We can ball, soo, ahhhhhh
Bring ya body here let me switch up the atmosphere
Take you up out of this club and in my new limo
Fly you all around the world
What you want baby girl
Are you ready to go now!


You know i know how
To make em stop and stare as i zone outt
The club can’t even handle me right now
Watchin you watchin me we go all outt
The club can’t even handle me right now (yeahhhhh)
(put your hands up!)
(put your hands up!)
(put your hands up!)
The club can’t even handle me right now (yeahhhhh)
(put your hands up!)
Lets celebrate now
(put your hands up!)
You know who shut it down!

Craig David - Insomnia

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I never thought that I'd fall in love, love, love, love
But it grew from a simple crush, crush, crush, crush
Being without you girl, I was all messed up, up, up, up
When you walked out, said that you'd had enough-nough-nough-nough

Been a fool, girl I know
Didn't expect this is how things would go
Maybe in time, you'll change your mind
Now looking back i wish i could rewind

Because i can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more
Oh i stay up til you're next to me
Til this house feels like it did before
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Remember telling my boys that I'd never fall in love, love, love, love
You used to think I'd never find a girl I could trust, trust, trust, trust
And then you walked into my life and it was all about us, us, us, us
But now I'm sitting here thinking I messed the whole thing up, up, up, up

Been a fool (fool), girl I know (know)
Didn't expect this is how things would go
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Maybe in time (time), you'll change your mind (mind)
Now looking back i wish i could rewind

Because i can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more (without you no more)
Oh i stay up til you're next to me (to me)
Til this house feels like it did before (Because it)
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah (Ah), Feels like insomnia ah ah

Ah, i just can't go to sleep
Cause it feels like I've fallen for you
It's getting way too deep
And i know that it's love because

I can't sleep til you're next to me
No i can't live without you no more (without you no more)
Oh i stay up til you're next to me (to me)
Til this house feels like it did before
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah

Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah
Feels like insomnia ah ah, Feels like insomnia ah ah